So after 2 years of feeling shitty and slowly getting worse I now know what cause it. Turns out I have Raynaud's disease, there's no cure or drugs to help with it. But I know in my case it seems to go nuts from depression, stress and anxiety all of which I'm taking meds for. Now that I know what the condition is I've feeling a lot better, so In theory I should be able to get through commissions faster as long as I'm not big gulping on that depressoesspresso.